this is mazni.

heheh i wanted to read org lainnye posts dulu before i blog here... but since macam belom kan, hahaha ill just blog lah kay! (i have ttn in less than an hour so this will be quick)

i always knew im gon have fun in dikir. ok fine, sometimes tu adelah masanya yang tak smooth, im tk happy, org lain tk happy, org lain tak puas hati all.. but all in all kan, dikir (manifestasi) is worth it. its worth my time, its worth my energy, its even worth my muscle aches lah! cause in the end wht i gained was sooo..... worth it. (aiyo vocab limited mcm bawah tempurung nmpk.)

im happy to see what we have evolved from. ingat tak, dulu... biler baru2 nk start, Ya Allah.. ragam hancur mcm ketupat basi. abeh tepuk mcm fireworks. paluan was soft and unsure. hahaha makkkk.

that night, i knew i was gon be sad. (walaupun nt as sad as the next morning. for full story, click here) at many different moments, i found myself just standing there in the midst of the kecoh nk mamps holding rm, looking around, trying to suck in the situation and really wanting to just absorb myself in the moment cause i know it'll never come again.

thru these manifst training, i as sure as hell learnt alot. i learnt from my mistakes, and other people's mistakes. and i also learnt stuff frm the ketua and bariah. and, hahahhaa most importantly, i enjoyed myself lah biler trainings all. korang duduk srikandi kaki cram semua, me fiza-o and su relek kat tepi tapi heheh jgn ingat paluan duduk one corner relek selalu eh. it gets really frustrating when paluan and awok2 tak ... umm.. mcm flow gitu ah. some too fast ke too slow ker... what made me really satisfied is the fact tht paluan and awok2 dah sort of sebati nw.

the first performance, ingat sey ape org lain ckp pasal kiter... 'paluan tk senyum' , 'paluan mcm buat hal sendiri and awok2 buat hal sendiri' , 'paluan muke mcm tk happy' , 'paluan shaky' and all that bull. if truth be told, i was actually VERY VERY VERY illconfident after tht. but bariah and dayah and raz and kak izzah and a few others talked me thru it and i tried harder. and korang semua cheered us on, never once did u complain. even if u did, we din hear it ah. hahahah :D but really, thanks for having faith in us and thanks for pulling me thru during the times when i almost broke down. wahsey i cant thank Ayunan Dewi enough!

actually i have so many things to say (padahal da blog panjang nk mamps here and at my own blog haha) tapi nanti krg bored and ill miss my ttn pulak. so............... wait, i forgot to say i still feel the bond now, walaupun krg takde kt dpn mata (dpn my mata ade specs HAHA). yay!

sooner or later this post-manifest syndrome will go away lah.. and we wont miss manifest as much, especially the yr1s cause insyaallah theres gon be another one next yr, but really..all the memories are etched in me (as said by raz dearest) and i wouldnt exchange any part of it for all the gold in arabia, serys. i really enjoyed krg nye company. syg korang :D


i nk gambar! mana gambar! gambar gambar gambar! *dances*

this is mazni.

heheh i wanted to read org lainnye posts dulu before i blog here... but since macam belom kan, hahaha ill just blog lah kay! (i have ttn in less than an hour so this will be quick)

i always knew im gon have fun in dikir. ok fine, sometimes tu adelah masanya yang tak smooth, im tk happy, org lain tk happy, org lain tak puas hati all.. but all in all kan, dikir (manifestasi) is worth it. its worth my time, its worth my energy, its even worth my muscle aches lah! cause in the end wht i gained was sooo..... worth it. (aiyo vocab limited mcm bawah tempurung nmpk.)

im happy to see what we have evolved from. ingat tak, dulu... biler baru2 nk start, Ya Allah.. ragam hancur mcm ketupat basi. abeh tepuk mcm fireworks. paluan was soft and unsure. hahaha makkkk.

that night, i knew i was gon be sad. (walaupun nt as sad as the next morning. for full story, click here) at many different moments, i found myself just standing there in the midst of the kecoh nk mamps holding rm, looking around, trying to suck in the situation and really wanting to just absorb myself in the moment cause i know it'll never come again.

thru these manifst training, i as sure as hell learnt alot. i learnt from my mistakes, and other people's mistakes. and i also learnt stuff frm the ketua and bariah. and, hahahhaa most importantly, i enjoyed myself lah biler trainings all. korang duduk srikandi kaki cram semua, me fiza-o and su relek kat tepi tapi heheh jgn ingat paluan duduk one corner relek selalu eh. it gets really frustrating when paluan and awok2 tak ... umm.. mcm flow gitu ah. some too fast ke too slow ker... what made me really satisfied is the fact tht paluan and awok2 dah sort of sebati nw.

the first performance, ingat sey ape org lain ckp pasal kiter... 'paluan tk senyum' , 'paluan mcm buat hal sendiri and awok2 buat hal sendiri' , 'paluan muke mcm tk happy' , 'paluan shaky' and all that bull. if truth be told, i was actually VERY VERY VERY illconfident after tht. but bariah and dayah and raz and kak izzah and a few others talked me thru it and i tried harder. and korang semua cheered us on, never once did u complain. even if u did, we din hear it ah. hahahah :D but really, thanks for having faith in us and thanks for pulling me thru during the times when i almost broke down. wahsey i cant thank Ayunan Dewi enough!

actually i have so many things to say (padahal da blog panjang nk mamps here and at my own blog haha) tapi nanti krg bored and ill miss my ttn pulak. so............... wait, i forgot to say i still feel the bond now, walaupun krg takde kt dpn mata (dpn my mata ade specs HAHA). yay!

sooner or later this post-manifest syndrome will go away lah.. and we wont miss manifest as much, especially the yr1s cause insyaallah theres gon be another one next yr, but really..all the memories are etched in me (as said by raz dearest) and i wouldnt exchange any part of it for all the gold in arabia, serys. i really enjoyed krg nye company. syg korang :D


i nk gambar! mana gambar! gambar gambar gambar! *dances*