Ayunan Dewi
Berdiri. Sehati. Sejiwa.
Saturday, May 31, 2008 / 8:09 PM

POST MANIFESTASI penemuan dlm pertemuan.

where do i start?

firstly, i dont know how many times I've repeated this line, but once again, from the bottom of my heart, I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU.
you know that all of you matters alot to me. seriously.

regarding the performance itself.
all of us have heard the comments. let's shrug aside whatever "other" comments we heard, but just listen out to the good ones. the fantastic/fabulous ones. i strongly believed that you have given ur all. your semangat was definitely there. although tepuk berkelepek or your suara wasnt to the max, im satisfied. seriously, i have no regrets. i never did expect the whole thing to be so perfect at any point of time. im not idealistic. but to feel the love, the semangat, it was all that matters. i know i felt abit down after i heard one comment but i know i shouldnt have felt so cos you guys were great. no matter what other people say, you're the best girls. remember that. .

after the whole performance, at the curtain call, i was kind of in my own world,trying to figure out my true feelings. felt like, my job was finally done. but thing is, i dont know if i should feel relieved or sad. its like, time passes so fast that you dont even realise its already the end. point is, i cant believe MANIFESTASI, a project we JKs had been working on since Nov is finally over. i seriously could not imagine life after this. oh my. what am i going to do without trainings every weds/fri.

yesterday was also a super duper sweet day.
i received sms-es from sweet people like raz and maz. like how satisfied they felt with Manifest this year. im super duper touched lah. people like nas also said like i had brought you girls to a greater height. and all of your super duper sweet post-it notes. and anisa's super sweet brownies. and your super duper sweet pink rose.

but truth to be said, im not sure if i had been a great ketua dikir.
i know im lacking in alot of areas, seriously. im not strict enough and my weaknesses list can go on and on and on. im so sorry about that. seriously, i apologise for all that. but i was still very very glad that all of you actually cooperated and stood by me all the way. i know all of you wanted to make me proud
thanks girls, i love all of you. (see,im saying it again)

i shall just mention this again , I LOVE ALL OF YOU!


(oh btw, you all should have known the other reason why im having this blog. so that i can type everything out instead of saying it out. cos if i say it out, i would only be able to say 1/273248328 things that ive mentioned in this entry!)