Ayunan Dewi
Berdiri. Sehati. Sejiwa.
Sunday, June 1, 2008 / 7:53 PM

Hello semua, ini Razmirah.


Firstfirst, i nk cakap yg i patut dah nak update this blog lah kaan. tapi malu ah sebab blum ader org update (notice that i dont consider dayah as an orang cos she's not. she's a (oo). shh, jgn bilang dier tau!), so i malu lah kan nk update. so since now nurmaznisuparjan and liyanakhalis dah update, i pun kepokepo nk update lah ok. korang lainlain yang kepokepo pun jgn malu jgn segan tau! buat mcm blog sendiri jer lah ok.

ok so since semua org mcm reminiscing gitu, i pun nk tulis my dikir journey and jiwangjiwang ah. kalau takleh take it, then takmu bace jelah yer. hhe.

i still vividly remember the day when we had to come back to school at 2.30pm for our CCA 'carnival' (eh? carnival eh? entah ah). i was walking around with nurhidayahshamsuri tengah pening kepala cos taktau nk masok CCA aper. let me tell you smtg eh, kite sign up for squash sehh, fuyooo! nak step athletic ah tu konon. hahahahahah, kakla rabak. but last minute sekali, we went to the area outside MLEP room and got brainwashed into signing up for MCS. the kakaks there were like pujoking us to join tarian but i mati-matily wanted dikir. i think i remember dayah berat-hatily wrote her name down too. so then it began.

that was our F3M. i remember seeing many faces during the first dikir training but soon after, the numbers berkurangan. sampaikan, during this specific period of time, there were only 6 J1s who attended trainings at the titanic. who were they? HidayahShamsuri, Huda, Mazni, Izzatulfia, Yuni and I. Those were the days seh, fuyoo. Best tau, kite nyanyi banyakbanyak lagu and all and it was so kuat that someone sms-ed us to say that they could hear us from the opposite school bustop. tapi, the numbers naiknaiknaiknaik balek sampailah dikirgirls punyer capacity mcm dah belambak nak mamps sampai nak meletop. tapi thats what make it more fun cos lebih kecoh! (:

since then, Ayunan Dewi has grown to be more bonded than ever. i sayang Ayunan Dewi tau, seriously. haiyy, i nk nanges ah pls.

okay so, i admit this manifest punyer training hasnt been smooth-sailing. ader banyak ups and downs but lebih banyak downs nyer. but just look at us 2 nights ago. oh wow, i couldnt stop watching our AD vifeos kat youtube cos i think we were amazing. tak kesahlah if people wanna say that i perasan for saying that we were good but hey, org punyer pasal ah seh, hmph. but i seriously think its the best that we have ever done before. so yay koraaaang, woohoo!

since i've alr written down the list of things that im gonna miss in my own blog, im gonna write the list of sorrys pulak kat sini ok. (:

1) my utmost sorry to dayah cos i asyik dtg lmbt for dikir cos i asyik uruskan the tickets ajer.
2) sorry liyanakhalis cos i asyik hurt u physically. kat kepale lah, kat shoulder lah, kat tangan lah. ishhh, sorry ehh.
3) sorry to farahain cos my tangan terstuck kat your 'wing' during the manifest performance.
4) sorry to atiqahsidek cos i was being ultra irritating that night.
5) sorry to kak bariah cos the 3tone was sumbang. bahhhh, sorry ah, i cube sangatsangat tapi sumbang jugak. :(
6) sorry to everyone if i terbuat that irritated look mase training cos kite sumbang or tepok keteplek or ragam super-TAK-satu.
7) sorry to the platform cos kene tanggung such a heavy weight. (& thanks jugak cos tak pecah)
8) sorry to dayah cos i selalu tak buat srikandi position kalau u tak tengok. cos my kaki dah nak terputus sehhhh, fuyoo penat nak mamps.
9) sorry if at any point of time, i didnt give my all.

dah tu jer. kalau i termiss anyone ke aper ke, harap dimaafkan segala kesilapanku yer. yelah, manelah tau, tengah tido tuptup nyawa kene tarik ke ataupun tgh mandi tuptup terjatoh abe kepala terhantok kat dinding abe mati ke(ee taknak ah, mati tgh telanjang? ahh pls, taknak!) ataupun tengah cross road tuptup kene langgar oleh lori ke ataupun..ahh, the list panjang sangat ah. what im trying to say is that our life is very fragile so its very impt that we seek for forgiveness and forgive others as well. so yelah, sorry k sume org?

dah ah seh, tu jer ah. i think my post paling tak perlu seh. tapi takper lah eh.


Ayunan Dewis, i love each and everyone of you tau. ingat tu forever and ever k? im so gonna miss korang rabakrabakmerabakmurtabakgilernakmamps. :(

tapi.....takmu sedihsedih sangat ah. kalau sedih, pegi tgk video ni k.

okay, tu lagilah tak perlu.

dah ah, kay bye.