YAHOOOO NOR LIYANA BTE MOHD KHALIS HERE (:

gambar-gambar manifest dari camera i uploaded kat sini k. http://s299.photobucket.com/albums/mm300/teepeead/manifestasi08/
i tak rase you all need password and userid to masok, but if you do.. just ask the rest of the AYUNANDEWIs pasal anak2 yang perform utk pidato should know (:

pasal tangan i gatal nak mampos, and im still suffering from post-manifest syndrome, i'm sittting at home watching the youtube performance and wanting to do something related to manifest/dikir. so i tukar layout. haha not the best out there, i know so if you all nak tukar, dipersilakan.

i rindu ayunan dewi already. yesterday was a very very very empty day. like maz told me, it's the first saturday in a long time that i've not spent with ayunan dewi. it was the first saturday aftnn i did not spend with ayunan dewi either eating, or gossiping or playing swing (looks at jass, bariah and fiza) :D

this is going to be a long essay so you can totally skip the parts you don't feel like reading.

firstly, thank you dayah for accepting me in ayunan dewi. ive always wanted to join, esp seeing the tremedous amount of fun izza and maz had. especially last year, when yuni was still in, i really wanted to join. my girlfriends were in dikir and i wasn't. alone, i felt alone. so thank you, for 'forcing' me to join, because i wasn't sure i'll be accepted in my second year. so thank you. to all ayunan dewis, thanks for making this year an amazing year for allowing me in AD.

manifest was a long ride. there were times i felt like ripping my head off, there were times i bitched about people. there were times i cried, frustrated. there were times i really wanted to quit dikir. i thought about "if this wasnt going to be an amazing manifest, an amazing performance by AD, why am i here?" but i'm glad i didn't give up, cause you girls just put up an amazing show, for me to feel the love, to feel belonged, to feel its worth it not giving up.

only Allah tahu brape kali i complain,resent, dread dikir trainings. the times i got super jelak of our songs, and began singing the guys songs instead. the times i could use to perfect my ragam, i used to imitate the guys ragam and learn them. but at the end of the day, ayunan dewi tetap take the #1 spot in my heart.

i'm sure krg maseh ingat the times we went through unfruitful trainings. coming tired, and then leaving frustrated cos we're not up to standard. hearing our own tepoks, yg mcm popcorn atau fireworks, then hearing the sindirans from dayah and bariah. i often turn to sab and say "thanks for telling us something we already know by heart." then kadang bile kite sume buat ragam with no smangat, and jass and bani going " ah aku suke perrr.", sometimes i just feel like walking away cos i know we all could do without the sindirans and sarcasm. but sometimes i do join in the prangai-ness cos i was frustrated with how dikir was turning out. actually i tak tau ah asal i write this paragraph, nothing seem to flow haha but i just want to say sorry if any time i prangai nak mamps hurt you all with my sarcasm or anything, im sorry.

i can't be like the rest and say "thank you for making my two years in tp amazing due to dikir" but i can say.. thank for you making these 6 months the best of my life. (alamak i feel the tears coming la sehhh). during curtain call, i felt empty nak mamps. after all the hecticness and busyness, there wasnt even a decline. it was just from the peak and drop to zero. like no warning, no nothing. i wasnt prepared. but i know, smagat ayunan dewi will live in us, no matter what. and we will have an outing k soon. (:


i should be having a BBQ soon, so krg unofficially invited. all of ayunan dewi pls turon and lets have a reunion. haha. aisha and zah, krg still part of ayunan dewi k although krg tak perform. (: once i get more details, i'll up them here (:

k da i think i wrote too much, but i know ill be back for more ^---^ sayannng ayunan dewi.

YAHOOOO NOR LIYANA BTE MOHD KHALIS HERE (:

gambar-gambar manifest dari camera i uploaded kat sini k. http://s299.photobucket.com/albums/mm300/teepeead/manifestasi08/
i tak rase you all need password and userid to masok, but if you do.. just ask the rest of the AYUNANDEWIs pasal anak2 yang perform utk pidato should know (:

pasal tangan i gatal nak mampos, and im still suffering from post-manifest syndrome, i'm sittting at home watching the youtube performance and wanting to do something related to manifest/dikir. so i tukar layout. haha not the best out there, i know so if you all nak tukar, dipersilakan.

i rindu ayunan dewi already. yesterday was a very very very empty day. like maz told me, it's the first saturday in a long time that i've not spent with ayunan dewi. it was the first saturday aftnn i did not spend with ayunan dewi either eating, or gossiping or playing swing (looks at jass, bariah and fiza) :D

this is going to be a long essay so you can totally skip the parts you don't feel like reading.

firstly, thank you dayah for accepting me in ayunan dewi. ive always wanted to join, esp seeing the tremedous amount of fun izza and maz had. especially last year, when yuni was still in, i really wanted to join. my girlfriends were in dikir and i wasn't. alone, i felt alone. so thank you, for 'forcing' me to join, because i wasn't sure i'll be accepted in my second year. so thank you. to all ayunan dewis, thanks for making this year an amazing year for allowing me in AD.

manifest was a long ride. there were times i felt like ripping my head off, there were times i bitched about people. there were times i cried, frustrated. there were times i really wanted to quit dikir. i thought about "if this wasnt going to be an amazing manifest, an amazing performance by AD, why am i here?" but i'm glad i didn't give up, cause you girls just put up an amazing show, for me to feel the love, to feel belonged, to feel its worth it not giving up.

only Allah tahu brape kali i complain,resent, dread dikir trainings. the times i got super jelak of our songs, and began singing the guys songs instead. the times i could use to perfect my ragam, i used to imitate the guys ragam and learn them. but at the end of the day, ayunan dewi tetap take the #1 spot in my heart.

i'm sure krg maseh ingat the times we went through unfruitful trainings. coming tired, and then leaving frustrated cos we're not up to standard. hearing our own tepoks, yg mcm popcorn atau fireworks, then hearing the sindirans from dayah and bariah. i often turn to sab and say "thanks for telling us something we already know by heart." then kadang bile kite sume buat ragam with no smangat, and jass and bani going " ah aku suke perrr.", sometimes i just feel like walking away cos i know we all could do without the sindirans and sarcasm. but sometimes i do join in the prangai-ness cos i was frustrated with how dikir was turning out. actually i tak tau ah asal i write this paragraph, nothing seem to flow haha but i just want to say sorry if any time i prangai nak mamps hurt you all with my sarcasm or anything, im sorry.

i can't be like the rest and say "thank you for making my two years in tp amazing due to dikir" but i can say.. thank for you making these 6 months the best of my life. (alamak i feel the tears coming la sehhh). during curtain call, i felt empty nak mamps. after all the hecticness and busyness, there wasnt even a decline. it was just from the peak and drop to zero. like no warning, no nothing. i wasnt prepared. but i know, smagat ayunan dewi will live in us, no matter what. and we will have an outing k soon. (:


i should be having a BBQ soon, so krg unofficially invited. all of ayunan dewi pls turon and lets have a reunion. haha. aisha and zah, krg still part of ayunan dewi k although krg tak perform. (: once i get more details, i'll up them here (:

k da i think i wrote too much, but i know ill be back for more ^---^ sayannng ayunan dewi.